Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You

when i look at u - miley cyrus

  i love this song.the lyrics is so meaningful.so enjoy.

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody when the night's so long
'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't ya know, you're beautiful

Yeah, yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you

Yeah, yeah, oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me

only US.

hey,that is US.

i was SHOCK.
to read the note.
first i taught u was just kidding
but it came out to be true.
who am i to u
and who are u to me.
that dosen't matter
because u are always there for me
it is hard to let u go
as we spent the moment together all along.
and i know it is hard for u too
as u are the one who is leaving
me.
us
law E
UiTM
 i really cried,
i had never cry for a friend
even my best friend
but i dont know why
i was too sad
realize
u no longer be with me
in the day
that we should be laughing together
learning together.
but this is just an adventure.
for u and for me.
making us more missing each other
even we have just met for the first semester,
i wish you farah,,
to be happy
to be successful
to be who u want to be.
and start ur journey with warm smile
that u always did.
and never forget me as i will not forget u
there is no replacement for ur place in my heart.
u are the best best in my eyes.
goodbye girl.

this is specially for u dear...

Never has there been a time
In my entire life,

That I've felt such agony
pain, delusion, strife.

Nor have I ever cared so much
'Bout anything or one,

And take the burden upon myself
To help someone be done.

I'm learning what's important
I know what I can't do,

What I really care about
Is the happiness of you.

I can't make you as happy
As I know you need to be,

Your happiness seems so natural
When you are with me.

I don't feel so upbeat
When we are apart,

Though knowing you are happy
Gives pleasure to my heart.

Giving you up is rough for me
I care for you so much,

I'll always miss your graciousness
Your demeanor and your touch.

I wish I could have done for you
What you've done for me,

I think that I can do it now
Your freedom sets me free.

The hurt that I feel deep inside
Will never go away,

I'll keep it locked inside myself
And think of you each day.

Tears are streaming down my face
As I know what I must do,

Today I give you back your life
Not for me, but you.

I will carry all the moments
The smile and the sorrow,

Knowing you've found what you've sought
And you'll still be there tomorrow.

I've held on till the very end
Held on very tight,

I pray you can forgive me
For things I did not right.

Should things not always go the way
That you expect them to,

Please always remember
There's a friend out there for you.

I still love you very much
And will forever and ever,

For you I'll do this one last thing
I will say...Goodbye.

specially for farah asruddin..

monkeys monkeys monkeys !!!

cute rite !!

hahaahahahahhaahaahaha..

i know i know..all of u is staring at me ..yes i did not deny that monkeys are A BIT dangerous but yet they are CUTE..

see..

monkeys actually are an loving animal. they are just like human at most of it.hahaha..family ties for a monkey is important..they protect each other towards problem and also FIGHT with each other for FUN.

threre are FUN FACTS about monkey that I want to share and hope that we can see the monkey in different way like i do.

 fun facts !!

Did you know that when monkeys yawn it's sometimes because they are tired, and sometimes because they are mad?

The orangutan is the largest fruit-eating animal in the world and it rarely comes out of the trees.

Monkeys peel their bananas and they don't eat the skin.

A group of monkeys is called a troop of monkeys.

 

All monkeys like to be clean so they have a barber monkey clean out their fur. The barber monkey's payment is the bugs in its customer's hair.

Howler monkeys are the loudest monkeys and their howl 

can 

 be heard as far as 10 miles away.

A monkey was once tried and convicted for smoking a

 cigarette in South Bend, Indiana.

Monkeys use vocalizations, facial expressions and body 

movements to communicate.

Some of the monkeys have prehensile tails, which can 

grab 

and hold objects.

Monkeys express affection and make peace with others 

by 

grooming each other.

yuhuuuuu !!!!

O.M.G so so so cute.

the year 1992 represent and symbolizes the monkey year.

People born in the Year of the Monkey are the erratic geniuses of the cycle. Clever, skillful, and flexible, they are remarkably inventive and original and can solve the most difficult problems with ease. There are few fields in which Monkey people wouldn't be successful but they have a disconcerting habit of being too agreeable. They want to do things now, and if they cannot get started immediately, they become discouraged and sometimes leave their projects. Although good at making decisions, they tend to look down on others. Having common sense, Monkey people have a deep desire for knowledge and have excellent memories. Monkey people are strong willed but their anger cools quickly. They are most compatible with the Dragon and Rat.

this is based on trust source..eventhough there are advantages but also not exceptional to the disadvantages..and btw,,NO ONE PERFECT RITE..

it is fun rite to know about monkey

i have some monkey stuff..a bag that i will be going to use it on my second semester..tons of monkey based character files..and my mouse sensor area also is monkey stuff..so u really know now rite that i love love love monkey so much,hahahah..some might think that i am CRAZY or some may think that i am WEIRDO. haha.so what !!!

see ya then in next entry..till then enjoy the monkey world and try to hang on the tree..it will be fun believe me..:)

happy day all !!!

why ???

okay hye guys..
i dont have anything that will make u laugh or entertain today..
today topic is a bit serious yet IMPORTANT especially to all girls out there including for me as lesson to be learn..


just 10 minutes before i read today newspaper..


the tittle made me stood like a stone.


do you believe that a girl age around me have made sexual intercourse with the person that she recently knew at chat rooms..WHAT THE HELL??? *sorry for using the word * and not only with a person but tons of them.can u imagine !!!


u know what,,it really have no relation with me,but im a girl too.so what is the girl doing with her life make me think..do these situation have to happen .why she have to make such decision. isnt her parents care about her??
mine i know they do.


i think that if u really love someone u dont need to give everything to the person..u need to care for ur dignity..and THE PERSON THAT LOVE U ALSO HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT U ARE A GIRL.A GIRL ONLY DEPENDS ON ITS DIGNITY.my mom always say that it its the precious things that u need to care all ur life eventhough u have married.


love is a great emotion but make realize that LOVE TO ALLAH is the greatest feeling.
do think before act.
i hope that GIRLS out there make this as lesson..
and GUYS out there DONT TAKE ADVENTAGE.


give all only to ALLAH..
the greatest of all.

* MUET *

ok.today finally i took my MR.MUET SPEAKING test.haha.at first it was SUCK.and getting SUCKER.here how it goes..

p/s ; im going to use BAHASA MALAYSIA to share my story.reason.

one: tired cracking my head to speak today..reason no two : it will be more FUN to share it using B.M because of the

ROJAKNESS..AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH..:)

ok ianya bermula dengan MALANG sekali apabila aku terpaksa naik BAS MINI..memang tak de masalah..yang masalahnye tak de tempat duduk.dan sekarang tangan aku sedang BENGKAKKKK !!!!..mesti korang pelik kan sebab ape bengkak kan..sebab nya AKU PENDEK.tak sampai handle bas tu yg tinngi.apela dorang buat handle tinggi2..diskriminsai terhadap yg pendek...

itu tak pe lagi..dah la sampai awal..pak cik gut sekolah tu plak buat lawak..langsung tak rasa nak gelak oh.tah pape je..terpaksa la mama layan pak cik tu..tunngu punya tunggu makin berdebar,..sampai nak pangil mama terpanggil abah..NENEK..NENEK.

akhirnya yang ditunggu tunggu telah tiba..jantung macam nak tercabut and terbelah lima belas..*OVER KAN*

hahahahhhahaha..ade la beberapa mak cik and pak cik and geng2 ku disitu *semua tak dikenali*..then all masuk la QUARANTINE ROOM..tah pape kan..macam ade penyakit merbahaya je kiteorang nih.,tak adil langsung.hahahahha..maka dengan itu nama ku dipanggil bersama sama 3 orang lagi..dan ALANGKAH TERKEJUTNYA aku apabila SEMUA VETEREN..O.M.G..kenapa..kenapa aku..TIDAKKKK !!!!!

then kami beralih ke bilik exam.agak seram.ahha..bukan agak..mmg seram..AKU TAWAKAL..ceh..ayat tak bleh bla..tapi mmg betol pon.

here how it goes : 

examiner : u have one minute to read the question

aku : mak ai..one minute..lama nye..ayat baby je * belagak *

examiner : u have two minute to prepare..

aku : gelabah,,cepat2 tulis.benda tak logik pon aku tulis..

      contoh: learn maths not in school but also at outside..

      OUTSIDE WHRERE SHY..OUTSIDE THE DISCO.??HAHAHAHAH

examiner : candidate a u may start..and so b and ME..c..

aku : aku apa lagi..pakai bantai saja..hahahahahha..yang aku 

      pelik bin hairann..soaln tanya lain mak cik sekor tu jawab 

      lain..soalan die..how musis is usefull to you..tetiba die 

      dok cita die main muzik plak masa kecik2..mak ai..teringat

     zaman muda apa..aiyooyo..

examiner ; u can now start the task b..

aku ; dah cool down ckit..cuak lari dah.agaagagagga..then apalagi 

      tembakla..ahahaha..dah la aku kene stat..yelah mana tak nye

      sume dok BISU JE.aku plak yg MUDA LAGI MENAWAN ni kene..

      ahhahaha.*perasan*

ok ni sampai tahap BENGANG AKU NAIK..PAK CIK TU TAH MELALUT APE TAH..DAH LA CKP TAK PAHAM.ERGHHH..examiner naik ngantok dengar pak cik tu ckp..ahhaha..aku dalam hati...planet mana pak cik ni duduk nih.kihkihkih..ade ke patot..kiteorg tengah discuss pasal foreign language..tetiba di emasuk iran la apela..nuklear la..nmpk sangat SEMANGAT BERJUANG TINNGI.AHHAHAH..

ok ok.aku tau agak jahat kutuk doarng dlm ni..tapi nak buat cmne..klaka la.hahahahahahhahah..jap2..nak gelak puas2..ahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhaahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha..ok cukup2.

macam mana po akhirnya lepas gak muet,hahah,,pengalaman menakjubkan..tapi nasib baik dorang tak execellent speking sgt,,kalau tak..mati aku..and YANG PENTING..mak cik tu kata u have good english.hahahaha..well mak cik tengok la anak sapa..tengok la nama saya..nur shainaz..in short SHY,,but tak shy pon.hahahahhahahahhahaha...

P/s : berhati2 sapa2 amik muet ngan VETEREN.anda berada dalam zon tak selamat..

birthday birthday birthday !!!!

happy birthday me !!

tuesday 12 october 2010

 today headline..

smashingly a girl name NURSHAINAZ is celebrating her birthday.

its been seen that this girl is happy because many of her friends acctually remember her birthday THANKS TO FACEBOOK.wuhuuu..

first of all i wanna thank all the people that had wished me,..hope that all of the wish will give me LUCK.

the LUCKY PERSON that is number ONE this year fall to SYAFIQAH JEFFRI who wished at 6 october..early rite..hahahha..nevermind,,the second one my cute cute friend ERRA DYEANA binti SHAARI..love u always girl and congratz of leaving form 6..really relieve rite??

the third one goes to CIK HIDAYAH RAMLI si tembammm..hahaha..*cubit2 pipi kau*

ngeh3..

but not forget to all my frens that had wished on facebook..love u all..eventhough there is notification saying that it is NUR SHAINAZ BIRTHDAY TODAY..hahah,,

my dreams for this year is that i will suceed in my studies..taking LAW bebeh..kinda hard..but  must strike..and ADD by MUET tension..fuhhh..hope i manage..

 i also wished that my parents will always be happy but not so happy till i have to send them to mental hospital..kihkihkih..kidding..

and to my beloved frens hope that we will always cherish in our relationship..especially afina farihin,,u always be there for me,,and mastura mohsin..u are the havoc friend i have ever met,,

afina farihin

me and mastura,.

want want want this cake !!!!

want want want this cake !!!!

delicious right..

hahahahahhahahahhahahahhah..

eventhough i am happy but there is little sad that cross my life lately..missing my grandma..if she is still here she would be the first person to wish me.,,i know that she love me so much and i love her to till my last breath and then we will meet again in other world..

i love u.

the devil and the evil.

everyone know about the evil and the devil.they are the best friends,,very close till they make unwanted plans that can ruin people life.haha, basically there are ONE EVIL and ONE DEVIL in my home sweet home.there are my brothers and sisters,,ahaha..how cruel am I..hehehehehehehhehehe... 

                                              

  NUR SHAFIZZA BT AZIZOR RAHMAN

she is my YOUNGER sister..but every one assume her as my ELDER SISTER..maybe she looks mature than me.haha.ok question here..WHY I DIDN'T LOOK MATURE???.hahah..anyway.she is thin,,with long hair,,and sharp nose which everyone jealous off..eventhough she always like to fight with me but sometimes she kinda change and suddenly become an ANGEL.hahaha..that time will be the best moment to talk about girl stuff,,she also always fight with my mother,,in simple way..SHE LOVES TO FIGHT,,,,she will kill me now.HELP!!! HELP!!!..and the most important thing that she HATE the most is ME..hahahahha..kidding..that isnt true like SHAFIZZA..EHEM2..she hate to take pictures..so guys out there don't ever ever try to take her picture or she will chase u like she used to do it to me.

                                                    

 MUHAMMAD SALMAN KHAN B AZIZOR RAHMAN

he is my BROTHER and act as my PROTECTOR..isn't that sweeet..hahah..like shafizza,,salman also is one of the devils in my house..he love to make pranks and scare the HELL out of me,.because of what u know..BECAUSE I AM SCARED OF GHOSTS..ergghhhhh,,he is tall, baby face, with high frequency of voice.haha.sometimes i just dont know what is he talking about.OMG.his voice is too deep,,too too deep..opps.he didnt hear rite.hahahhahahaha..HE'S COMING HE'S COMING..HIDE!!!!!..but somehow,,we are close.we love to do things together,,there is one day we recorded our singing video..and it was so hilarious until we cant stop laughing all day.hahaha.recently we went jogging and you know what..I BEAT HIM.OH YEAHHH,..HAHAHAHAH,,,it was tiring yet fun because i can spent time with my siblings..and nowdays living in kuantan makes me miss them all day. and the specialty about him is that he is caring and not a CHEAPSKATE.. 

 

                                                      

my family tree

hye again..today story is briefly about my parents,,here there are !!!


first of course my father and mother which brought me to this fun, exciting yet confusing and complicated world..thanks mom and dad,


DAD,,AZIZOR RAHMAN B.ABDUL RAHMAN the most handsome man in earth,,haha,,but jesse mccartney,robert pattinson,avinash sachdev are also handsome..oopss sorry abah,,hahahah..but u are a great person. i will never find a replacement for u. everything i wish for i will get it even sometimes it is hard to get..for example my laptop which i dream all day,,haha.what to say some more..aha..u are so so so an angry person..but i realize that since the day i enter university u kind of cool down rite,.no matter what happen i just want u to know that  i LOVE U SO SO MUCH..and also stop smoking for the sake of ur health,,we care about u.


MOM,,KAMALIAH BT ABDUL AZIZ.,,the purest person i ever meet..all  or u will like saying that " of cousre she said that,.,its her mother rite"..but no i said  it trully deep from my heart. no one can be like her,,she cooks the best till i'm now getting chubbier..hahahha..dont laugh!!!!..the words best describe her is she is BEAUTIFUL,,KIND,,LOVING..GOOD COOKER,.and most important is that i love her..if she is fated to see the the god first then i think i will be crush and never ever be myself again because i lost the wall that i always lay on,.


p/s; do always love them because they are the one that care for u even in a hard time of ur life..they are beats of ur heart..

heloo everyone !!!

hey2..so at last,,i made a blog for myself..

haha..it seems funny..it is like talking to no people but they know what i talking at..

all of u would wonder  WHY MONKEY???..aren't they cute,,i mean they are cute rite,,monkey symbolize the year i was born which is 1992.for me it is not weird to have interest in monkey as i am being myself,,rather than that i also LOVE RAINS,,,don't u think that rain is romantic..to be wet in the rain is the precious moment i will never forget,,u can feel the drops of the rain touches your body and till it touches your heart,,OUCH !! to sentimental right,.,hahhaha,,so this is the first journey for me in this blogging world..hope i can share great stories and make all of you be part of my life..THE END..